[FenaxiZ - Intro]
Man, huh, fuck it
I just don't know sometimes
Shit

[FenaxiZ - Verse One]
Sitting alone, 80 proof hitting my dome
Double shots, guzzle scotch, start to get in a zone
To reminiscing on everything I wish I did different
So many wrong decisions and I'm falling from grace
Pulse racing, hands shaking, alcohol in my waist
God help who gets all in my face, I ain't playing
'Cause it's like my whole life is a house of cards tumbling down
Fuck friends, 'cause ain't none of 'em found
'Til they want something then they start coming around
I'm stumbling now, but fuck it, I need another swig
Lost many precious years from the drugs I did
Bitches playing head games, ayo, love ain't shit
'Pac I feel you, crucified for being a real dude
But sometimes, in order to keep moving
You gotta conceal truth, too many bad habits I still do
But my weakness is power, the street is ours
And I'm good regardless shit's sweet or sour
Though some days I wanna jump off the CN Tower
I hate this shit, imagine how this world would be
If I ain't exist, I gotta take a piss

[FenaxiZ - Chorus]
Back's against the wall, staring at the ceiling twist
Feeling so small, the same time, I'm feeling big
But empty like this bottle, 'cause I've been killing it
Lifting it to my lips, but shit, I just spilled a bit
Way too many motherfuckers that I've been dealing with
Tried to play hero, but they think I'm on some villain shit
I'm a grown ass man, but I still ain't shit
Just me and this empty bottle, this empty bottle

[FenaxiZ - Verse Two]
So some wish me failure, it's a sign of success
But as long as the real recognize real
I pay no mind to the rest and just watch for mine only
I'm lonely, Johnny Walker's my prime homie
And I'm half through it, asking myself
If I can eat off this rap music, damn, I can't do it
Breathing slow, ha, I need to know do folks rate me
That's why I been keeping low lately
Ducking my people, man, don't get it twisted
Fam, I ain't fucking with evil, just doing me, you see
Fridge is bare so I'm drinking on an empty stomach
But all I need is some Henny, fuck it, already drunk, shit
Can't concentrate, too many of my partners have gone away
Ghosts of the past, toasting my glass
I'm dizzy, hoping it pass, can't walk or think straight
This the last time and I know I said that last time

[FenaxiZ - Chorus]
Back's against the wall, staring at the ceiling twist
Feeling so small, the same time, I'm feeling big
But empty like this bottle, 'cause I've been killing it
Lifting it to my lips, but shit, I just spilled a bit
Way too many motherfuckers that I've been dealing with
Tried to play hero, but they think I'm on some villain shit
I'm a grown ass man, but I still ain't shit
Just me and this empty bottle, this empty bottle

[FenaxiZ - Verse Three]
Now as far as I know, I ain't got shit
Fuck all that I own, who the hell keeps calling my phone
Put it on silent, no way to get at me
At this moment, every single one of y'all is my opponent
Where am I going, I don't know
But I feel hollow inside, gotta swallow my pride
And clear my head, ignore all that he say, she say
And keep faith, true say, I'm fearing death
Since deep within I know that I gotta pay
On that day I reach my end, huh, nothing's sweet as sin
But I done good too, yo, it's all coming back to me
Recognizing my whole life had to be
And it's worth living, heavy head, blurred vision
To put it in perspective, I coulda been in worse positions
Plus I'm stronger when cornered, it's up to me
And just me to get my life in order, who else will
I ain't done the bottle, but I'ma let the rest spill
And just chill then crash on my bed, yo
Gonna feel like shit in the morning, yo
I'm smashed in the head, that's all, fuck it

[FenaxiZ - Chorus x 2]
Back's against the wall, staring at the ceiling twist
Feeling so small, the same time, I'm feeling big
But empty like this bottle, 'cause I've been killing it
Lifting it to my lips, but shit, I just spilled a bit
Way too many motherfuckers that I've been dealing with
Tried to play hero, but they think I'm on some villain shit
I'm a grown ass man, but I still ain't shit
Just me and this empty bottle, this empty bottle

[FenaxiZ - Outro]
Hahaha, aw shit
Fuck, can't do this anymore
I swear yo, I swear to God
Fuck, ha